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Name: Beth
Country: United States
State: Ohio
Metro: Toledo
Birthday: 7/12/1984
Gender: Female


Interests: I like music like I said I enjoy listening to it and playing it. I play a variety of instruments; percussion, clarinet, trombone, piano, and newly found the guitar. Im crafty lol and I like to cook. I love hanging out with my friends and writting random quotes poems or just my random thoughts.
Expertise: NOTHING! lol!
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Member Since: 3/14/2004

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Saturday, June 25, 2005

OMG Its been forever but reading around on other peoples site the dust has finally settled and no writes in these anymore so I figure now would be as good a time as any to start writting  in mine again since no one comes here anymore and I can atcually use it as a journal!!! I was laying there this morning and I was compelled to write here I was thinking about this summer and everything that has happened and gone on it was insane!!! when I started gettiing kinda frustrated about it and upset and turned over and saw him and I was no longer upset!! Eric has been wonderful I probly would have never made it through this summer without him crystal and ohlman they have been my stronghold!! I think the situation is finally in the clear and everyone has let it go but that whole time I stood back and said nothing left no comments made no phone calls wrote no nasty posts now thank god its all over and I can still sit here and know that I didnt do any of the stuff I was so cordially acused of....I didnt tell the silly security guard I didnt tell Gerry...none of  that was me and when I think about it I knida laugh because when I found out so & so told the security guard and yadda yadda though I hadnt talked to them for months I had half a mind to call Natalie or Allison and be like hey heads up but as events had unfolded not exactly how it worked out...OH BLAST I USED NAMES lol so many enoy this place as a weapon few are able to read a bad review of them selves step back and say wow yeah that was me maybe I should change somthing.....SO many somthings have changed my whole life has changed....We are moving so thats awesome...I finally have a serious relationship with someone I love more than anything...I realized I may only have two years of school left til I get my bachelors....and I have decided to take Krogers in stride and stick it out and not quite....I talked it over with my mom alittle but and decided it would be best I am still gunna look around for a nursing home position or needy home position etc. but i have decided I would rather do that part  time for the experience....SO yay shout out to EMily from work so recieved her EMT padge..lorde help me if she has to rescue me lol!! As far as work goes I havent been dreding it soo much cause some of them have started to come around and not be so nasty....I mean who doesnt dread work but I guess I should say I dont mind it as much now...oh well I guess the whole point of me babling was that I woke up this morning and realized exactlly how different my life is and there I some things I would give up three years go back and change and there are some things that I saw coming we cant change things weve done things weve said but we can start being man enough to stand up and except the things weve done wrong !! I went to Canada this week that was awesome stayed there with eric and the rest of the crew came up for the day it was awesome!! Lets seee been hanging out with Mack and corey alittle more Mack thinks hes going away to some college HA HA HA me and Corey have other plans!! LOL!! Oh well its time to wake up Eric so Im gunna get out of my steam box and back to the living room where its coola!!! LOL in the words of Emily Peace out crackers!!


Monday, April 25, 2005

UPDATE>>>I DID NOT FIND CRYSTAL!!!


so again its been awhile...a great while soo Ill start with last monday...Eric stayed over THE WHOLE WEEK... Then this weekend I stayed at his house while the rents were out of town....yes that was AWESOME...last night he did come over to visit but it was my first night waking up alone...I tossed and turned allll night lol it will take some getting ust to lol!! Anyways the past week was awesome we spent every moment in between our jobs together and have a couple of really good talks I love talking to him cause talking to him is like talking to a girl friend he actually listens and its just awesome...On Wed Mack Eric and I went to Netty's then we rocked out at the mall..those are the two most awesome guys to hang out with seriously....hanging out with my love and a best friend...couldnt have gotten better!!!! So then I worked thursday through the weekend while staying at erics it was fun to stay there have a little change!!! Sunday was the best ...Because Heather is the coolest person ever me and eric got to sleep in and just watch movies all day till I had to go to work...HEATHER ROCKS!!!! Lets see me and crystal decided its offcical were moving on up to the Kroger side of town...awesome basment apartment TWO BATHROOMS Awesome kitchen...YEAHHHH!!!! Lets see oh and I CAN NOT WAIT to go to Cancun...Crystal Ohlman and I are gunna have a blast if its anywhere as good as last year in Florida....YEAH BUDDY!!! The three know how to rock out with a great time ...... Ohlman is my dance partner ... we will get crystal in after a few long islands lol!! Oh well crackers (emily) lol im out to see if I can catch crystak before she leaves to see if she wants ti crap lunch before she goes home!! See ya kids!!


Sunday, April 17, 2005

BLAH BLAH BLAH...I  HAVE JURY DUTY TOMMOROW>>>How much does that suck LIKE ALOT but my dad is having a heart attack so im supposed to see if I can get it excused cause im a student....anyways lets see thursday was kool went out to dinner with eric after he got off work then he came over and well he ended up staying the night OOPS he was supposed to work friday at 12 lol I felt so bad cause people called my cell but as usuall I didnt hear it rite away lol but its okay he still got to keep his job YAY.....so then friday night was fun went to Headliners with Crystal and Ohlman Rocked out for awhile there then went to Krogers to pick up Eric and we went to frishes and who walks in crystal and Nates Band how wierd lol anyways so then saturday was super fun too WOOHOO we went out on a double date with crystal and Nate to FINALLY see HITCH I know it was Erics move to go get me to see star wars with him lol so that was super fun then Eric and Nate came back with the girls and we all went to bed and then today wasnt that much fun but there will be other beautiful days...work was actually fun Emily is quite a character lol ...Oh well as Emily would say Peace out Crackers!!


Monday, April 11, 2005

MMMMMMMKKKKKK So its been frickin forever I dont know alot of times I have sat down and wrote long posts but everyone and thier brother insist on usiing this thing as a weapon so other than the stuff i couldnt post havent had t much else to write....things with me and eric are super good like WOW.....I am soo happy with him and I have established that one of my fav things to do is hang out with Eric and mack like seriously that is so much fun my two favorite guys I mean seriously what a blast....soo lets see my car got broken into which sucked ass they took everything...so im getting a stereo which is kool i guess and were moving YAY!!!! After this move hopefully the next move will be a house!!! Soo um lets see I Love Eric ....I miss allison ;o( she doesnt come around anymore havent talked to Natalie in about two months I mean I guess its all relative when you let people know things they didnt wanna hear but what are you gunna do.....Can cun should be interesting consideing like I said allison doesnt even come around that much anymore lol were just gunna go to mexica for 7 days and just split again lol oh well im rolling with the flow for the first month of all this I was upset again just like over the summer but now im good I have Eric and Crystal to thank for that Im not quite sure what I would do without them!!!! .....Oh get this I am again getting sick except this time it will be me giving it to Eric ;o( Im sorry honey!! Umm lets see work sucks as usuall cant stand a majority of the people there anymore all i get is rude comments and nasty looks so why should I have to stay....dun dun dun...I DONT WOOOHOOOO gunna be looking for some speacial needs kids job over the summer and hopefully by midsummer beginning of next year i will hopefully be done with KROGERS FOR GOOD....my luck ill be stuck there but ill do my best to get the hell out! LOL!!!! Oh well time for food!!! Catch ya later foolS!!!



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